Sometimes you hear a story, and you move on with your life. But sometimes you hear a story, and it makes your life move. It moves you. It speaks to you. It touches a soft chord deep inside your soul. 
I want to share with you a story that became public a number of years ago. This story goes back to February of 1971. When Rabbi Dr. Tzvi Hersh Weinreb was in his young 30s, early on in his career, living with his young family in Silver Spring, MD, and he began to have some questions. Questions pertaining to his career path. Questions pertaining to the chinuch of his children. And questions of Emunah and bitachon. Rav Weinreb describes how he was unsure of many things and was in a state of uncertainty. He wasn't sure where to go or what to do. So he called the Lubavitcher Rebbe's office. Almost immediately, he got through to the Gabbai. 
In the background, he could hear the Rebbe's voice asking the Gabbai, "Who's calling?" And so, the Gabbai asked Rav Weinreb, "Who is calling?" For some reason, he didn't say his name, but Rav Weinreb responded instead, "I'm a Jew from Maryland, from Silver Spring, MD." The Gabbai then asked why are you calling, and Rav Weinreb told him how he was in a very uncertain stage in life, how he had questions about decisions he has to make, questions about his career, questions about his faith in Hashem, and so on. 
And as he was talking, the Gabbai was sort of paraphrasing what he was saying, to allow the Rebbe to hear. In the background, the Rebbe could be heard saying, "Tell him, there is a Jew in Maryland with whom he can speak. The yid's name is Weinreb." The Gabbai said, "Did you hear what the Rebbe said?" Rav Weinreb was almost speechless. He knew with 100% certainty that he had not disclosed his name the entire phone call. He responded to the Gabbai, "No, I didn't hear," since he wanted to hear again what the Rebbe said. The Gabbai repeated verbatim what the Rebbe said, "There's a yid in Maryland with whom he can speak. His name is Weinreb." 
At that point, Rav Weinreb said to the Gabbai, "MY NAME is Weinreb!" The Rebbe must have overheard this response, because he then said, "If that's the case, then he should know that sometimes one needs to speak to oneself." The Gabbai was stunned. and short of breath. "The Rebbe said, that sometimes it's best to talk to yourself! IS YOUR NAME WEINREB?" Rav Weinreb, just as stunned, said, "Yes my name is Weinreb, but maybe the Rebbe means a different Weinreb." To which the Gabbai said, "No, if the Rebbe says talk to Weinreb, you gotta talk to Weinreb!" 
My friends, in life, we all have questions. We all have big decisions to make. And while it's true, every single person needs a Rav, someone to ask Halachic and Hashkafic guidance, the Rebbe was teaching that in the process, we cannot forget about ourselves: What do you think? What does your gut say? 
We need to be able to talk to ourselves, to listen to what it is that we have to say about it, because sometimes that's the best advice! 
There is a phrase people like to say, "Go with your gut!" In Judaism, that phrase takes on a whole new dimension of meaning when we understand that the word "gut" in Yiddish happens to be a reference to G-d. Go with your Gut! Deep inside of us, we possess a spark of Divinity, a chelek eloka mimaal mamish. That inner gut is our chelek eloka, our chelek of Gut that is directly connected to truth and holiness. 
Rebbe Nosson of Breslev, in Sefer Likutei Halachos (Hilchos Geneiva), reveals that this is really the message of Lech Lecha. Lech means "go", and Lecha means to yourself. He says: שכל הלוכך ונסיעתך יהיה לך ואליך לבד היינו לעצם נקדת האמת שזה עקרך וחיותך - your entire goings and journeyings should be to yourself and to you alone, to the truthful essence of who you are deep inside, for this is your primary vitality. 
Philosophers have debated for millenia what is the true "I" of a person. Some people point to their hearts. Some to their minds. Perhaps others, to their mouthes. Who is the true me? Is it my heart? My thoughts? My feelings? My dreams? Who am I? 
Rebbe Nosson of Breslev explains quite plain and simply. You know who אני is? You know who "I" really am? It is the soul. The Neshama. The deep, hidden, aspect of truth, the aspect of Gut, the aspect of G-dliness that we have contained inside of us. That is who we are. That is who I am. 
The message of Lech Lecha tells us to go towards your gut, towards your inner G-dliness, towards your true self. Of course, we need Rebbeim, teachers, mentors, parents, and spouses. We need others in our lives. But the message of Lech Lecha reminds us, like the Rebbe taught: Ask yourself questions too. 
Like the Sfas Emes says in Pirkei Avos, עשה לך רב, make YOURSELF - LECHA - into a Rav. 
This fits so beautifully with how we are meant to view the calling of Lech Lecha. 
What do you have to say about the matter? Be a Man D'amar. Be a Rav! What advice would you give to yourself? 
You never know, sometimes that may prove to be the best advice yet! 
 The author can be reached at: rabbistrumo@gmail.com




 
			 
  
		 
		
	 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		 
    		