I remember a few years ago, I was at a smoothie store and a non-Jewish woman asked me the following: “What are those strings?” She was referring to my Tzitzis, of course.
Good question, I thought to myself. I have been wearing these Tzitzis strings for quite a few years now, and yes, I know they represent Torah and Mitzvos, etc. Yes, I know that they have spiritual significance. Yes, I know that the numerical value of ציצית is 600, and if you add the 5 knots and 8 strings, it equals 613 – the number of mitzvos. But still, the question struck a deeper part in my heart (I think the lower left ventricle, if I remember correctly): What exactly are these strings?
Honestly, I don’t remember what I said to that lady who asked me this question. But it was not until several months ago when I chanced upon the Rabbeinu Bachaya on this week’s Parshah – Shelach – who completely changed my perspective on what the Tzitzis strings represent.
Rabbeinu Bachaya (15:38) explains the significance of the Tzitizs strings by way of an analogy. Imagine a person who has fallen overboard and is drowning amidst the sea. All of a sudden, the captain of the boat throws him a rope and screams, “Hold on to the rope, otherwise you will die!” Similarly, Hashem says to the Jewish people, “As long as you are connected to the Mitzvos, you will have life!”
You see, when we enter this world, we are thrust into a turbulent sea of physical and spiritual forces. We enter a society and a culture that is quite often antithetical to truth, honesty, and morality. How are we meant to survive, let alone thrive?
But don’t worry, there is hope. The Captain of the world – Hashem – throws us a חבל, a life rope in the form of Tzitzis strings, which represents Torah and Mitzvos. We are meant to grab hold of them, and hold on for dear life.
The word שלח (the name of the Parshah) means send. A שליח is a messenger. Each of us are sent down into this world with a particular שליחות. We each have a unique set of strengths and weaknesses, as well as a varied set of experiences. We are meant to take all of this and direct it to our ultimate mission here on this world.
But how many times do we simply lose track and forget about our mission, our true calling? It is so easy to get side-tracked from our שליחות. This is where Tzitzis comes in for the rescue. It is our rescue rope that allows us to remain connected to Hashem and not become side-tracked.
At the beginning of the Parshah, the Torah discusses the episode with the 10 spies. If you think about it, these 10 spies were on a שליחות, a mission. But on their level, they failed. They forgot their true mission of seeking out the goodness of the land of Israel, and instead, they got side-tracked and lost.
Looking back, I would have answered the lady in the smoothie store as follows: These strings are a rescue rope to help me stay focused on my life’s mission and remain connected, loyal, and devoted to My Creator. Let us make sure that we grab hold of the rescue rope that Hashem – the true Captain – has thrown to us, and let us each fulfill our unique mission.